# The Lutheran Pioneer_St. Louis_1929_S61 # Machine transcription, uncorrected — CHI Digital Archive (demonstration) 60 THE LUTHERAN PIONEER. I could not tell the matron that I did not be- lieve her, but my mind —I can frankly say now — registered disbelief in her statement, and so yours would have done if you had been confronted by what I saw. A slim, very small, delicately formed girl. She was thirteen years old, I afterwards discovered. Where have I seen eyes like her’s before? Perhaps in some wounded deer or a hurt, frightened babe. eyes, Wide, innocent set in a childlike, innocent the only thing to do.” Piecing together the inco- herent story, this is what I learnt. This child-wife had gone to live with her hus- band and his mother. In due course the baby came. It was small, very small (the mother was twelve years old at the time) ; it was of a dark-brown color, and lastly, greatest crime of all, it was a girl! The mother-in-law was infuriated that her son’s child was not a boy, and she blamed it all on the girl-mother. , “My son,” the mother used to scream, Our Church at Alexandria, La. The pastor is Rev. E. R. Berger, a son of our St. Paul’s Church at Lutherville, La. face, and on the ground the baby, two months old, and many girls do not call that size in dolls their largest. L.wwas told that this small, weak girl had killed her mother-in-law with the scythe she used for cutting grass! “Why did you do this ghastly thing?” she was ‘asked. The question changed the whole expression of her face. Rage, black rage, despair, yearning, and desperation chased each other across Hes coun- tenance. «J murdered my mother-in-law because it was “4s not black; my son is big and strong, and this,” kicking the baby with her foot, “is small and black and a girl. This is a devil, and you are its mother.” In this fashion she used to rave every hour of every day for the two months of the baby’s life, ill- treating, starving, and abusing the child-mother, spitting on, and despising, the baby. The little mother’s eyes flamed as she gathered her baby to her bony breast. “And if she were here I would do it again. I’m not frightened,” she added. “Let the Sarkar do what they like with me, but I know none will so ill-treat my baby. She is not a devil, she is mine.”