# The Lutheran Pioneer_St. Louis_1922_S63 # Machine transcription, uncorrected — CHI Digital Archive (demonstration) 62 The Lutheran Pioneer SS — i“ “n§§|§|§|'| | SSS ‘They are, however, degraded low enough, and no nation needs more the humanizing influence of the Gospel than the African.” Further on he continues: “I must now send family and all away, somewhere, for two years at least, in order to ascertain whether one may live, in spite of the fever, in Sebituane’s * country. I think of sending them to Scotland. Have pro- posed this to the Directors of the London Mis- sionary Society, their mother taking them home for education. ... If the Directors agree to my pro- posal, I shall wend my solitary way into the region of the Zambesi and spend, if I live, two years hard at work, in a state of widowhood. [ shall feel part- ing with the children very much. It will be like tearing out my entrails. But more is done for Queen Victoria every day and no boohoo about it. I hope that I am not such a sorry sojer to our Captain as to fail in my duty. Pray for us; they will be orphaned. But there is a Father to the fatherless, and I believe He will accept my work and my sacrifice.” In a letter written to his brother from Cape Town in April, 1852, he says: “My poor wife and family sailed by the Trafalgar on April 23, and I am now like the worthy sparrows on the housetop of whom we used to sing as ‘companionless.’? My heart is very sore. I shall never see my children again — they will grow out of my knowledge and will all forget me. But I grudge Him nothing who died for me. My tears flow, but He knows that my heart grudges Him nothing of all that I have. May He accept my service and use me for His glory and grant that my children may not rise up among the number of His enemies. It would be a sad sight at last to see them on the left side, and hear them say, “You cared more for the heathen than for us.’ Pray for them.” Livingstone was not only a missionary, but like- wise a naturalist and scientist of no small caliber. However, how different he was from many of our - scientists of to-day! Here is what he writes in a letter from Kuruman, in September, 1852, while on his journey from Cape Town into the interior: “T have other work on hand, namely, the formation of a Sichuan dictionary, and a work in imitation of White’s History of Selborne. I admire the won- ‘derful works of God, and the wisdom He has dis- played in the animal kingdom; and as I have * Sebituane was the head chief over many native Af- rican tribes in that region. He was very friendly to Liy- ingstone, but died not long after the writing of this letter. already some facts not known in works of natural history, I think a work written after the manner of White, with neither tawdry sentimental reflections nor idolatrous spouting about Nature, but with a manly acknowledgment of the Divine Wisdom and special operations in all developments of instincts and adaptation,” ete., ete. He then continues in the same letter: “I mean to have hands full of work (for fear the devil should find mischief still for idle hands). ‘This great work must be done, whether the others are proceeded in or not. I need not tell you to be kind to my chil- dren if I never return. I give you Agnes if I am cut off. The Directors will take care of Mary and the other children; or, better still, He who has said, Leave thy fatherless children, and let thy widows trust in Me. My dear brother, I must succeed or die. See how people perish for gold. hey are not enthusiasts, of course. It is a wonder that we are not more enthusiastic for the glory of Him who left His glory and for our sakes became poor. May He accept our service! “You think much more highly of me than I de- serve. You see the outside. I see the heart, and He who knows the heart sees in me a bitter fountain. Behold, I am vile. The Providence of God has been most graciously manifested to me, notwithstanding all my defects and sins.” For Livingstone, the humble sinner, who knew himself redeemed by the blood of Jesus; there was but one purpose in life. And all other things, no matter how dear to his heart they may have been, he counted as naught. With Paul he said, “For me to live is Christ.” Christ was his passion, and to make Christ, whom he knew to be the only Savior of sinful man, known to sinners was what he lived for. To those who would hold him back he said: “Wist ye not that I must be about my Father’s business ?” F.J.L. Items of Missionary Interest. ‘Santa Monica, Cat. — Pastor W. F. Troeger, of Santa Monica, is doing pioneer work for some’ future Colored mission-worker. He ‘is regularly preaching to a number of Colored people and is also supervising a Sunday-school for their children. — The Ladies’ Aid Society of his church is also active in missionary work. Some one was kind enough to favor us with several samples of an invitation sent out by this society. On the face of the card is