# The Lutheran Pioneer_St. Louis_1910_S3 # Machine transcription, uncorrected — CHI Digital Archive (demonstration) The Lutheran Pioneer. 3 eee — — — — — — — ———————— eo ————————— and more appreciative of His goodness which prompted Tim to give us this memorial of His love. F. J. T. nad - Alone, Yet Not Alone. Speaking of his visit to a poor aged widow, a pastor writes: ; She lived quite alone, and she was old, poor, That was all I knew of her as I entered her little room. ‘This room was yery narrow, and it seemed to me so cold, so bare, so empty! There was nothing to be seen but a bed, a table, two chairs, and an old-fashioned trunk. It was my first acquaintance with real poverty, and it all seemed so comfortless. A weak woman slowly rose from one of the two chairs. She was very small, bent, pale, and thin. How different she must have looked in the days of long ago! Her life was not always spent in loneliness. ‘Uhere was a time when she lived at the side of her husband in the strength of youth like other women. Happy children did play around her, until all passed away like a shadow, and she was left alone. Looking again at the small, bent woman, I noticed the wonderfully bright, friendly eyes fixed upon me. sick. Alone, old, sick, poor! ‘This I had known of her when I went to see her, and it had been my heart’s desire to bring her not only outward help, but also a fitting word of comfort. But I now saw such a calm chcerfulness in the face of the dear old woman that no word of comfort came over my lips. ; She praised her little room and was well pleased with its being so narrow; for, she said, when her sick feet were very sore and swollen, she could easily get to the hearth. From her bed.she could lay hold of a chair, from there she could right away get to the table, from the table to the trunk, from the trunk to the hearth. Sometimes, she said, when friendly neighbors brought the meal warm to her room, she need not warm it at all. When I asked her if she did not feel very, very lonesome, she replied with a smiling face, “Why, T am never alone.” Saying this, she pointed to a Bible verse which hung above her bed. I there read the Savior’s promise: “Lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world.” Pointing to these words, the dear woman said softly, in a voice of deep emotion: “That He has promised me, and that promise He has also kept; He never leayes me alone!” I had come to comfort, but Another had al- ready comforted according to His promise: “As one whom his mother comforteth, so will I comfort you,” Is. 66, 13. _ On my way home I thought of all I had heard and seen in that little room of the poor, sick, lonely widow, and it all was to me a living illustration of the words of the psalmist: “Whom have I in heaven but Thee? and there is none upon earth that-I desire beside Thee. My flesh and my heart faileth; but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion forever,” Ps. 73, 25. 26. Resigned to God’s Will. When Stonewall Jackson, the famous general and Christian soldier, lay mortally wounded on his dying-bed, he looked at his mutilated arm, after an amputation had been performed, and said, “Many people would regard this as a great mis- fortune. I regard it as one of the great blessings of my life.” An officer, who had long been associated with him and who knew his religious life and well under- stood..his meaning, said, “All things work together for good to them that love God.” “Yes, yes!” was the earnest reply, “that’s it!” Later the Genéral again said, “I consider these wounds a blessing; they were given me for some good and wise purpose, and I would not part with them if I could.” To his wife, who was with him in his last hours, he said, “I know you would gladly give your life for me, but I am perfectly resigned. Do not be sad, I hope I shall recover. Pray for me, but always remember in your prayers to use the peti- tion, ‘Zhy will be done.” In the event of his death, he advised her to return to her father’s home, and said, “You have a kind, good father; but there is no one so kind and good as your heavenly Father.” : When told that his last moments were near, he calmly said, “Very good, very good; it is all right. It will be infinite gain to be translated to heaven, and be with Jesus.” Ix tribulation takes all away from us, it still leaves God; for it can never take God away. Nay, indeed, it brings God to us. — Luther.