# LCMS Convention Proceedings_St. Louis Missouri_1853_S236 # AI translation — CHI Digital Archive (demonstration) — 236 — time and will form the principal subject of our present deliberations. While we must indeed rejoice over God's blessing, which has made this division necessary, the division itself still cannot be deliberated and brought to a conclusion without pain. The feeling steals over us that, with the division of the Synod, the close bond that has until now held our hearts together in such love and unity — and which in this foreign land had to be doubly precious and dear to us — would also be loosened. But even if we suppress all personal feelings, the fear of the dangers to which we might be exposed by the division keeps pressing upon us anew. How easily could the blessing that the Lord has let flow to us so far in our union be spilled? How easily could love grow cold, the individual parts become estranged from one another, the inner spiritual life be weakened? The glow of coals is stronger and more effective, and keeps better and longer, when they lie together in a larger heap than when they are divided into several smaller heaps. Must we not also fear that our strength will be splintered, our activity and effectiveness both inward and outward crippled, and the desire, drive, and power for great, common endeavors weakened? — We all know the narrow selfishness that dwells in us by nature, the sluggishness of the flesh, which under the pretended concern for the good of its own narrower circle so readily seeks and so easily finds excuses for withdrawing its participation in the common endeavors of the whole, undertaken for the good of the whole; we know the natural pride, and the desire to exalt oneself, to assert oneself, the craving to gain influence for oneself while withdrawing from the influence of others — desires that find it easier to have their way in smaller circles than in larger ones, where more and greater gifts flow together and the gifted man more readily meets his master among the more richly gifted. How near lies the fear of the danger that, when the whole is divided into district synods, precisely through the sinfulness of the human heart a false direction might spring up unnoticed in this or that branch synod, spread unnoticed, and come to the fore, whereby unity in the Spirit could be endangered and disturbed? Or that, through the deceit of the devil and of our own flesh, a strange, false spirit might steal into one part and spread discord, division, and ruin over the whole before we could master and overcome it? That these dangers could befall us, and could befall us more easily through a division than if the Synod, as heretofore, remained together — who can deny it? Indeed, the very fact that we have for so long resisted the division recognized as necessary — the concerns and fears expressed in the deliberations held on it so far, and the objections raised against it — all this shows sufficiently that we are not blind to these dangers, and that it is only the awareness that neither a craving for innovation and a desire to experiment, still less a cooling of mutual love in our hearts or a decline in the zeal to pursue further the holy purposes that the Synod has kept before its eyes until now, but rather that only the weightiest of motives — the impossibility, given the Synod's massive growth, of properly fulfilling the duties incumbent upon it — only this awareness, then, that pressing necessity alone drives us to this step, gives our minds the calm and assurance needed for it. But this necessity does not avert the dangers; it does not lessen the importance of this step; it does not diminish the responsibility resting upon us —